the question

this may have been written elsewhere, but who cares... it can be the basis for an entry here anyway, since i am feeling more loneliness lately than usual and pondering why and what to do about it and since loneliness comes from wanting someone to care, pondering why i am alone (in the blog world) is a start... it may be that i lack an audience because i enjoy irreverence (and word play leading to repetitive redundancy and parenthetic distraction) so much that i may appear to present as pretentious obscurantism...

perhaps i am just misunderstood...

but i do wander into wonder a lot and can easily be distracted by almost anything, even squirrels... or tv... and there are those profoundly meaningless questions that come to mind like why are brits afraid to smile... or why are so many humans so afraid of sex... of course meaninglessness, like pretentious obscurantism, is in the mind of the beholder... everything is always a matter of perspective and opinion, after all... except what we know for sure, that is... but don't mind me, i am still looking for empirical evidence of my own existence...

it only matters if you care, so the ultimate question is... do you care?... or...

who cares? :)