nobody

yeah, ok, face it... the fact is that caring is relative... there is caring in the heart, sincere and meaningful, but not active in the daily life where the real world happens... that kind of caring is beautiful poetry, words, in fact, a noun... the caring that really makes a difference, caring that changes a life (or the world) is a verb... active caring... doing something to effect change on a global basis, it is a dangerous game of activism, politics, business, and often making enemies (because so many do not want change for so many reasons)... on that level we can see some people do care, but not enough...

the title of this blog relates to individual caring, specifially about me... and i must accept that nobody actively cares about me these days... nobody has the time (that sounds much better than nobody cares, right?)... only a few people are close enough to even begin to know me... that's just the way it is... so i go it alone, if that's how it must be (saved by the music, when i let the music save me, that is)... at least i do not live alone, yay for a best friend roommate even if she doesn't have time most of the time... someday my princess will...