i do

but feeling like nobody else does lately... and while that is not true, it feels like it is most of the time because most of the time i am alone and the silence does not feel like caring... i write entries in private blogs and public blogs and most of the time there is no response and even though i know a couple of people care out there are read mostly silently, the silence still feels empty... and in life offline, i work with people who care but still, not really personally... and i have friends who care, but i don't see them often and the aloneness and silence, again, empty... and i live with someone who cares a lot and still, the empty spaces are far more than the sharing here and all in all, the empty bed and silence feels like no one cares... it's just a feeling, but all the same, it is how it feels...

so who cares?... well, i do...